Perfectly Imperfect: Rejuvenation- to make fresh or new again

This week I had ZERO, yes ZERO doctor appointments, ultra sounds, blood drawn, or tests! Because of this, I declared this week and weekend to be a super one, an amazing time. I decided that I am going to treat the rest of this pregnancy like it’s completely normal. (It was much easier to do without having my big belly prodded, needles sucking blood out of my arm, discussions with strangers in white scrubs about insurance, and hearing about the inevitable NICU stay.)

So, this past week I have done some fun things for Baby Ben (and myself)! My spirits have been up, my heart is so full of joy! We decided to tackle the nursery this weekend! After a breakfast at Waffle House.. (which let me tell you, every pregnant woman needs to have breakfast there. I begged my hubby to let me hug the cooks, and I was so elated to have all my cravings satisfied in 1 place! Ahhh-mazing! I’m pretty sure my squeals of excitement were a little over the top, even in a place like Waffle House…)

Anyway, after our delightful meal, we went to the local paint store and I carefully picked out 1 of the million colors of white for the walls of the nursery. I HAD to get rid of those dreadful green/yellow walls. I helped tape up all of the edges, and my sweet husband painted the whole nursery! I was so thankful… But then I walked in the room and saw it. So Sunday afternoon… Back to the paint store! I decided on a light gray, and without a complaint, Ben re painted the entire room.

Ben also put the gorgeous crib together, and it looks so nice! I’m obsessed with it! I can’t wait to lay my handsome son in it!

I am so thankful for all of the hard work my husband has done to make this room perfect for Baby Ben. Although I giggled several times at his frustration with the crib, he has pretty much attacked this nursery (and my indecisiveness) with such grace and patience. I love you more and more each day, and I love watching you as you become a daddy! Thanks, Benji, you’re my rock!

I realized we have only about 109 days left until Baby Ben will enter the world! I had someone say to me,” Why worry about getting his room ready when he won’t need it for a few months after anyway?” Well, my friend, I believe in miracles. I want everything to be ready the moment he comes into the world, just as if he were coming home those short 48 hours later. Who knows how long he will really be in the NICU, anyhow! Don’t forget, we’re a family of miracles. Also, it really helps my anxious heart to have positive, uplifting tasks to do regarding this whole situation.

In addition, I have felt Ben move more and more each day, and this week he has been super active! Looks like he’s getting his daddy’s hyper energy! I absolutely love feeling my son kick, twist, punch, run and dance in my belly! Heidi even felt it while we were snuggling, and she was quite alarmed! I wish I could describe the feelings and emotions I get when I feel those “little” movements. Moms, I know you understand.

This past week has been so beautiful and positive. I am so thankful that my heart got to rest and relax, basking in the many blessings that we have in this pregnancy.

As I get ready for the upcoming week- 2 appointments: 1 regular OB/GYN, 1 specialist and high risk ultrasound, I am at peace. My heart is full and happy, and I am ready to bring this positivity into my appointments. I am so looking forward to seeing my sweet boy on Tuesday! I can’t wait to see how much he has grown. Here I come, week! This momma is ready!

Thank You, Lord, for reminding me of Your blessings and Your grace. Thank You for rejuvenating my soul like only You can do. I feel fresh, I feel made new again. Thank You.

Here are a few pictures from the weekend!